I've been Working Hard.

I really like doing one body part a day. Basically this means I'm destroying that one badypart and giving it a week to recover. I think I'm down 2% BF more since the pic on the right was taken. I'm shooting for complete transparency. I'm very uneven. My right side is a lot more defined than my left side. I'll have to work on that at some point. Now I ask myself, what is the point to all this. I don't know. I think it's something that drives me. I'm not into this for money, admiration. I'm not going to be a bodybuilder. My face is too jacked to be a model and I'm damn too old to model underwear. I'm not even sure I'm doing this for health reasons anymore. I'm definitely not doing this to impress anyone. I'm sure the food I'm putting in my mouth is healthy but yuck. I think once this challenge is over I may try and take some classes on nutrition and athletics or I may just chill and take up art again and be a normal citizen. Get off this internet crap and devote my time to more self gratifying accomplishments. I'm whining and it shows. Sometimes I like to get this load off my chest. I've made a lot of friends online and I will miss them dearly if I go. I won't go completely and then do the old "Hi remember me crap". Isn't it funny how we'd miss someone we don't really know? I don't know any of you. You've never heard my voice, or how I bite my lower lip or drift off in thought like a loonie-bird. Bad habits. Well see? I just waisted 5 minutes of your life and mine.
"There is a tide in the affairs of men which, taken at the flood, leads on to fortune; ommited, all the voyage of their life is bound in shallows and in miseries."
Julius Caesar act IV Scene III